stuck at home with sorethroat

all alone in the house
so bored got ntg to do i really miss school although there's so much to do
haha luckily met ahbui in msn... at least there's someone to be with
dear ahbui's having chicken pox.. poor thing..hope he'll get well soon

quite stress up these days... with the worries and homeworks and the theories in all subjects..
and the SORETHROAT...ohmigosh!!! i really cant stand it anymore
i really have to work much harder... it doesnt seem okay staying in grade12...
im like suddenly away from my comfort zone... everything has gone too fast too much...

im so pissed..i really duno wat to study in future...i rili cant make up my mind right now...
i dun really know whether i should go for psychology or not...
too exhausted to think wat i should be doing next...
but i really need to get into singapore...my homeland....
sometimes i question myself that why am i in malaysia instead still in singapore...>~<
i really wana study somewhere where i can get more exposure...
but i dun think im quite prepared for it...haiz...

i gotto study hard T_T
aim high....i wana go singapore..........yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

all the best to hancheng, xiu hui n chaizhen in aust...
hope u guys will get used to the place....